Thursday, October 30, 2014

Alone

Somethings gotta give
The chaos is driving me mad
I've lived in it so long
I begin to see the beauty
A sad song, boring, long
A reinvented future

I read a book to stay awake
Then another to keep me sane
Poems of EAP 
The story of the future
A man gone insane
words he thought he already wrote

A loud plane engine
Like a train, humming by
Raccoons in the woods
Chasing rats
Mating
Calling

Not sure what to say
He says what's on his mind
He speaks the truth
To a certain extent
If you felt it in your heart
Then there's nothing to invent

The borderline of insanity
Your house and the woods
A single fence
Stopping your pets
From running away
Never coming back your way

Tap tap tap
In the silence
A bat glides by
Silently 
But louder then you thought
Madness 

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Bullshit

I'm fed up
Maybe you don't deserve me
You aren't worth my time
So you change your mind
To save me the pain
I'm free

Angry
I spill my thoughts
Vomit
My brain is sober
Maybe that's the case
Eternal vacuum 

4x6
Spiders with wings
Love stings
Burns you on the inside
Rots you slowly
You're a zombie

Why do I try
It always dies
 It makes me upset
I almost cry
Tears in my eye
I hold it back

Affection for myself
My family
Music is always soothing
Distracting my mind
From the comfort of the void
That brings me so much joy

They play with me
Make my hopes fly
Only to grab the rifle
And shoot it down
I'm a warehouse manager
I might as well be a clown

Friday, October 3, 2014

Hello

He talks so smooth
She walks so tall
He smokes a cig
She drops the ball
He's down to earth
She makes him fly

He doesn't accept it
She hands it to him
He's scared of failure
She loves success
He wants to be
She sets him free

He makes a sound
She makes it clean
He says no
She says green
He tells the truth
She is the queen

He's a sad boy
She's a nice girl
He isn't worthy
She is lonely
He wants to see
She gives him eyes

He is the drug
She is the pipe
He doesn't know What to say
She doesn't know what to do
He writes his sorrows
She washes the pain

He says 
Hello
She says 
Hello
They see the world
Blissfully

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Octubre second

Tired
Overwhelmed
The days turn into one
Weeks turn into years
It all feels the same
Numb

Flashes of lightning
From a distance
Panting 
Paving
He sniffs the ground
She watches

Lost in his own mind
His cage is getting old
Rusted
When the door breaks...
RUN
don't stop

Take it
You want it
A Jedi master
He thinks he's smooth
I'm on the dark side
We never lose

Life ain't a movie
There's no colorful hues
rainbow shoes
Those are simply lies
Good is not always on top
Only you

The second of October
He's got the blues
Evil thoughts
Evil thoughts
Get a clue
It's not just you