Bullshit

I'm fed up

Maybe you don't deserve me

You aren't worth my time

So you change your mind

To save me the pain

I'm free

Angry

I spill my thoughts

Vomit

My brain is sober

Maybe that's the case

Eternal vacuum 

4x6

Spiders with wings

Love stings

Burns you on the inside

Rots you slowly

You're a zombie

Why do I try

It always dies

 It makes me upset

I almost cry

Tears in my eye

I hold it back

Affection for myself

My family

Music is always soothing

Distracting my mind

From the comfort of the void

That brings me so much joy

They play with me

Make my hopes fly

Only to grab the rifle

And shoot it down

I'm a warehouse manager

I might as well be a clown